Vanishing

I never knew I could be this completely exhausted. I feel so low, so drained, hollowed out. I am so tired of complaining, of being lonely, of being in pain, of being unable. That’s it. I feel disabled.

It seems like every day that I discover at least one more thing that I can’t do, as a mother, as a housewife, as just myself. Every day something about me, about my abilities, gets whittled away.

I’m afraid I’m disappearing.

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